For you I will cry.
Every night without fail.
I daydream that you are with me
I fear I will never know if you are truly gone.
27 days I knew you.
27 days of a life filled with you.
27 days of a happiness I never imagined possible.
27 days before you left me.
Before they called you off to fight.
Away from me.
Will you ever come home to me?
Come home to my arms spread wide.
Holding you and telling you what I was too scared to say.
That I love you.
That I would move heaven and earth to be with you.
That I never want to be apart.
I will wait a lifetime just to see,
My soldier walking towards me.
I miss the way he used to talk. Kind and funny and full of life. Singing sweetly by my side. Strumming music for Christ. We led the worship for the kids. We were the perfect duet. He used to act like he would sing just to stop at the spur of the moment so only my voice would be heard. He drove me home only once, I wished it would have lasted forever. He says he wants me but can’t decide. He’s breaking my heart when he says he does not know. How can you not believe that we are meant to be? It isn’t just love. I promise we do get along. Same goals, same life we want to live. We can make it work. We are meant to be. I just hope you start to believe it too.